Today my friend chided me for being an erratic lousy Singaporean, always flitting in and out of my home country. BUT I argued that I was expending my talent overseas. Likewise, I could be blamed for not learning chided as well as I should, but eventually, I would put the responsibility on my education, my friends and the environment which I grew up in. So I apologize, for not apologizing.

hmm, not relevant.

I’ve been trying to finish The Rule of Four (a fiction book). It isn’t the greatest literary work but my short attention span does horrify me. Perhaps, as some might suggest, I am still a child. But I’m 29 YEARS OLD. Trust me, the thought process does alter over time. Hanging on to the tails of youth isn’t on my mind at all.

What I might be trying to say, is that, this is the point of my life whereby I love. I might make mistakes here and there, and there might be things I would never ever get down to doing, and some things are worth the extra mile, and some are best left alone. At 29, I have learnt this. And….It took me quite a bit to learn this.

The hard part, is deciding, which is which.

And then suddenly you realise, it’s not that hard.

heheheheh

I hope I have confused everyone of you. 

yz

WELL.

Since the last message, I have been to Africa, Paris and Prague. I am looking forward to a relaxing trip to Shanghai, Hongkong or possibly Tokyo.

During the times when I had ‘disappeared from the face of mortal earth’, I have been painting miniatures, playing tennis, doing yoga, earning some money, eating ba chor mee at Vivo city (Singapore), reading Agatha Christie, packing my room and watching ratty movies.

Things I have been procrastinating include, updating you guys, repairing my scratched car and calling the bosses.

My brain however, has been actively…er…active. Experience have shown that ideas pop in and out when there is time to breath. I believe it’s called oxygenating the brain cells. So please, do not for a minute think that I would go away and never come back (ala Jeff Buckley), I still have unfinished business.

ok, gotta go.

yz